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Below are the 20 most recent journal entries recorded in
Sebastian Hastings' InsaneJournal:
| Tuesday, September 22nd, 2009 | |
| 12:47 pm | Time to get off my butt. Anyone here play music? Anyone at all? I need to get this music stuff back in high gear. I wonder how he's getting along without me. And Viola. At least I got to see her and know she was alright and happy. I miss her so much! Rosco and I are going for a walk now. Leah you need anything from the store? |
| Friday, August 28th, 2009 | |
| 6:51 pm | Leah, I've been thinking. I would marry you anytime, anywhere, any day, any month, any year, in the rain, in the snow, in a drought, in flipflops, in the nicest shoes ever made. I want to marry you today. I want to marry you every day. What are we waiting for? Set a date! Or we're getting married the second I get a hold of a minister! It's times like this that I really miss Ross, that dude could have been my best man. Now the dog will be and I'm alright with that. Really, Seth could have been, or even Viola, but both of them have disappeared. At least we had our families with us here for a while. Now we get to be each other's family. That is if she'll ever marry me. Do it! Marry me now! Today! Rosco and I are waiting on your answer. |
| Tuesday, April 28th, 2009 | |
| 7:11 pm | Leah, Seth, there's someone here I'd really like you guys to meet. |
| Sunday, April 12th, 2009 | |
| 6:53 pm | Leah! I got a gig, promise you'll come tomorrow? At seven in the Trebble Coffee Shop. |
| Thursday, March 26th, 2009 | |
| 5:56 pm | Private to Leah We need furniture, I figured you'd probably be better at picking it out than me, but I will take you wherever you want to go to look at some. Seth of course can pick out whatever he wants to go into his room. Have you talked to Jacob about moving in? End Private to Leah Life is crazy. |
| Monday, March 2nd, 2009 | |
| 8:51 pm | LEAH CLEARWATER! Hi, now that I've gotten your attention, mind answering your phone? Thanks sweetheart. Love you, Seb |
| Tuesday, February 17th, 2009 | |
| 8:44 pm | [Private to Seth and Jacob] I'd really like to talk to the two of you about something. Can I meet you guys somewhere tomorrow? Please don't mention any of this to Leah okay? [End Private to Seth and Jacob] [Private to Leah] Is everything all cleared up? [End Private to Leah] I hear more people are coming in to the town. Anyone named Viola come yet? |
| Wednesday, February 11th, 2009 | |
| 10:44 pm | Leah my darling how are you feeling today? I'm writing you another song. It's for something special. I feel like I could sleep for days, but I'll stick with 8 hours. She's back now, so I'll get by with the bare minimum for me functioning properly. |
| Thursday, January 29th, 2009 | |
| 11:03 pm | [Private to Leah and her...Pack as well as anyone else who knows where she is now] I'm kind of going insane here. Will someone PLEASE tell me that Leah's alright? That she's stable and someplace safe. I don't want more vauge answers. If she doesn't want me to see her, that's fine. But I think I have a right to know. I'm pretty sure she would want me to know. [End Private] [Private] Viola! Where are you I need you so badly right now. I need you I'm going insane. How could you have done this before? Love someone so much like this and not be terrified every second of every day that you're going to loose them? She wants to be with me, I can be difficult, but she wants to be with me. And things like this are making me so afraid. [End Private] |
| Wednesday, January 28th, 2009 | |
| 11:20 pm | Some girl called me. Leah has been found. I can't say how grateful I am for everyone involved in finding her taking time out of their life and saving her. I tried my hardest to find her, but I guess this isn't my thing. And I'm okay with that. Because now she's safe. Or at least I hope so. I still don't know where she is. I haven't slept in a long time. I probably won't be able to until I'm with her again. |
| Wednesday, January 21st, 2009 | |
| 11:14 pm | This day is so strange, I didn't sleep last night, couldn't sleep, because Leah is gone and instead of it getting brighter in the morning, it just stayed dark. It seems to me now that the day is progressing backwards. I'm getting ready to leave. I know she told me to stay inside, but I can't just stay here. I can't wait around for someone to find her. I have to look as well. She's the only one who gets me. The only one who wants me. |
| Monday, January 19th, 2009 | |
| 6:25 pm | Anyone mind telling me where Leah is? She's my girlfriend? Anyone care about that fact at all? |
| Thursday, November 20th, 2008 | |
| 7:16 pm | She didn't kill me. I kissed her and she didn't kill me. Now for meeting the brother...hmm... |
| Friday, October 24th, 2008 | |
| 7:18 pm | [Private to Jacob] This is going against my better judgment, but you're right. We need to meet. [End Private to Jacob] I don't think I've met a single roommate yet....hmm. |
| Monday, October 20th, 2008 | |
| 11:01 pm | Viola, If you were only here. I'm sure you'd make sense of some of this, or at least have some witty humor to make me forget about all of this. But no, you get to be back at home playing soccer at school and dating whomever you want. I'd really like it if you could have met Leah. You'd tell me I was insane, or you'd hug me really tight. I'm not really sure which. But this is definitely your area of expertise, not mine. I mean remember Monique? Clearly, I'm terrible with girls and knowing what's good for me. But Leah...well, how do I put this so you don't hit me upside the head? Viola, I love her. I love her so much. When I close my eyes, I can see our entire future together. I think this is it for me, and even if she doesn't want to be with me like I want to be with her, there's no recovering from it. She doesn't believe in this like I do. She's been hurt before, even worse than what mom and dad went through. But I don't know what to do, how to go about this. She doesn't want me in her life too much, and it's hard because I want to know everything about her. She's got secrets, and I'm trying to live with that. It's funny, you're probably laughing, because let's be honest, I go with the flow for everything. This is so unlike me I know. I just can't say what I want to in a letter. Or even in a song. I'm in love with her and you're not even here to see your brother all grown up. Viola, please, if somehow you can see this, try to contact me. Help me, even if it is just a laugh and a shrug. Love your twin brother, Sebastian |
| Saturday, October 18th, 2008 | |
| 5:12 pm | Leah, I'm sorry. |
| Tuesday, October 7th, 2008 | |
| 10:44 pm | Leah, Leah, Leah My mind knows one name Leah, Leah, Leah My heart longs for yours Leah, Leah, Leah I've got something for you that you can't find in stores Scrap it or turn it into a real song? Leah has to be the best name to put in a song by the way. |
| Wednesday, September 24th, 2008 | |
| 10:26 pm | It's one in the morning, I can't sleep. Anyone around here play instruments? Want to start a band? Anyone from California? Anyone still up? I just drank like five cherry cokes in a row. I think I've grown immune to caffeine, because I'm still tired but I still can't sleep. Something's not right. |
| Tuesday, September 23rd, 2008 | |
| 9:56 pm | What is your view on love? Can it happen instantaneously? And if so does it have to happen to both people? What happens if it happens for one person but not the other? Does that make it not as valid? I ran out of gum. I need new picks. My roommate likes to scream? I miss Ross. Maybe I'll buy a pet finally? Looks like I can't get out of here so might as well make it feel like home right? So why did I make it here but Ross and Viola didn't? I'm actually beginning to miss Viola, a lot actually. Maybe I'm finally starting to feel that twin bond? |
| Thursday, September 18th, 2008 | |
| 9:06 am | One minute you’re going to bed, hearing your roommate kick his girlfriend out for the 20 millionth time and you just know it’s going to be another long night and you should have chosen to move in with your sister like a smart person, and the next you wake up in a bigger bed, a nicer smelling one at that, from the best night of sleep and you just lie there. And suddenly it doesn’t matter you don’t know where you are. For a second. Well, wherever this is, I’d like to know. It’d be nice to go home, even if I just had the best sleep of my life. |